I am Attacked by my own Shadow

Thinking about writing a space opera type book. Just forgetting about trying to create something with a profound meaning and just entertaining myself. Could my future lie in trashy sci-fi novels with alien women with six breasts and so forth? I think so. I think I'd be good at that shit. I thought about writing from the point of view of a bad person. An anti-hero kind of thing. Christ this is boring isn't it?
Last night I had a dream. Yes another one. I was attacked by a scary dark figure that broke into my room. Scared the living piss out of me, let me tell you. I spend so much time trying to sleep and when I finally do, something like this happens. In dreams, a shadowy figure represents the dark aspects of your personality which exist only at a subconscious level because you're conscious mind cannot accept their existence. Only when they become conscious for what ever reason, do you do bad things and get an asbo. Nietzsche knew about this, Jung went some way towards proving it. In the end, Nietzsche was destroyed by eruptions from the subconscious. He went nuts. Then he died. I believe this dream means that my dark side is trying to destroy me and take over. Perhaps if I give it more leeway, stop trying to be such a nice person, it will leave me alone.
I hope you all die of the bird flu. Malingering bastards that y'are.